You should.

I'd back you up :)

I've been trying to become a moderator for months now. The admins won't respond.

Id back you up !

I had posted before it was deleted that since Bloodrayne/Rayne is MIA there are no female mods which in interest of fairness, there should be-you would make an excellent mod :)

Well, thank you very much! I appreciate that!

i get ya..must just be my paranoid schizophrenia kicking in again..happens sometimes

1.Tomato sauce doesnt taste of tomatoes.
2.I should really leave the house today.
3.Summer holiday?? SUMMER holiday? Then why is it grey outside and actually a bit cold!!?I need my fluffy slippers on.

Send that weather here, would ya?! I'm so sick of 90+ degree temps! Bring on Autumn!

^I'm already sliding into the Hallowe'en spirit.

I have a hard time doing that when it's this hot. :(

Oh yeah, same here. But the last few days it's been chilly and raining here, so it's really been perfect weather.

Same here. The weather has been really weird here and most of the time it's been insanely hot, but lately we've had very autumn like weather. Couple that with the Halloween candy and decorations being out, fall brews, and the fact that there's about half a tree in my pool, I'm definitely feeling like it's autumn. On my walk home last night, I had the urge to go apple picking.

Me too. Right at the 2-1/2 month mark. Haven't seen any Halloween wares in the stores yet, though.

sounds like our summer last year,was a total dud

Haha yeah. I had to fight the urge to buy some pumpkin ale at the store today.

I've seen a little bit here and there. Probably in the next few weeks they'll really start rolling it out.

my random thought is..i wounder what the deleted messages were,and..i wounder what the private messages sent to them were

What brand?

There's actually this great local brew that comes in cheap can six-packs. I'll be stocking up come September, probably.

Why is it still fecking raining?? and torrential rain too,not lovely Summery rain which refreshes you after a day in the sun? Being Northern is grim.

im sure iv already posted this.......anyway

last summer here was a dud too..being southern is grimm

must be global warming,were all goin to die :eek:

still find friday nights hard not to drink

lucky your too young to drink then

I'm thinking a couple of things at the moment.

1) I'm thinking about my friends who don't appear to want to respond to any of my messages and are too busy conversing with each other to include me.

2) I'm thinking about a few ideas for horror stories that I have and if I should begin writing them tonight or wait.

i got a test and it said my liver was fuct 3 months after i gave up same test said it was sweet and i had lost 9kg.wasnt the reason i gave up though,i have lots of fucked up reasons

and thats my story.......oh wait this isnt an aa meeting :o

yeah but if ya keep fucking it it will eventually not be able to heal itself and then ya fuct.
no i tried weed to replace it done coke one night,its all crap without a drink and just makes me want to drink even more anyway .took me about 9 months of hard feelin like shit to start having a good time/be able to relax my brain ,without having a drink.and now its cool,ill go to a gig or whatever talk and have a good time wake up in the morning and be sweet,not be like "why am i in a cell"

thats enough of that unless you want you want to start a AA thread

I have come off my mentalist tablets and feel human for the first time in ages..As much as I adore zombies,being one is a tad stifling .
"Its aliiiiiiiive" !!!!!!etc

why they give you tablets that turn you into a zombie?has the the zombie apocalypse made its way over there too?

was being sarcastic,not that much of a boring depressing cunt

maybex giant mexican shit could be a good horror story

in the middle of the night when hes asleep his giant shit creeps back out of the toilet to take revenge etc......

You shouldn't be zombiefied when you're taking those kinds of tablets. Any doctor worth his wage would pick up on it and change them to something that doesn't zap all your energy (different meds effect different people in different ways). Although saying that it is good that you seem happy without them I hope you never need to go back on them. Good luck for the future :)

Theyre not anti depressants they are mood stabilisers(im bi polar).Kinda keep you level.Being level is really poo,im going to see if I can manage the ups and downs myself without being sectioned!Sick of being on medication .. it has been years now.If it doesnt work ill admit defeat and get back on the zombie pills.

You're right zombie pills are definitely better than being sectioned-I have a few mates who are bi-polar on mood stabilizers (Lithium,Deprakote, Olanzapine) they mix them with alcohol but I've never seen them go manic or zombiefied thank goodness and if they did they would tell their psychiatrist so and get them changed.

As you say if you're sick of meds I completely understand that but if my mates stopped taking their meds I know they would go manic and get sectioned so I genuinely hope that doesn't happen to you. Be extremely careful-I sincerely hope it works out for you :)

I realized this morning that I'll be flying in to Tampa probably around the same time as all the Republicans coming to town for the Republican National Convention. :rolleyes:

Doesnt offend me at all !I look like a massive lesbian but I do infact worship the cock !

thats not nice to say about yourself :O i mean calling yourself a massive lesbian just so you know

Interesting. I, too, am Bi-Polar. Although, I don't take anything for it. Hell, I don't know how anybody hasn't been able to tell. I guess because I keep myself secluded.

back in my day nobody was "bi-polar" or had "a.d.d."...they were just fucking nuts


and the term "politically correct" didn't exist

You can definitely be medication free while bipolar depending on what type of bipolar disorder you have. If you're the type who ascends mania into some type of psychosis then you should definitely still be taking medications. No medication, whether it be an anti-depressant or mood stabilizer should make you feel like a zombie and if that's the case, your psychiatrist needs to work with you on finding a medication that works with you, not against you.

Knowing your triggers, patterns (if you have them), times of day/night when you're more manic or depressed, how you react to your mood fluctuations (alcohol, painting, exercise, screaming, etc), etc will help you to get a handle on your bipolar disorder while being medication free. Learning good coping skills is essential, and having a daily routine also helps. Another very important thing is to have a good safety net of friends and family who are supportive and patient; anyone who isn't those things, you should probably remove them from your life.

I honestly hope that you can do this because while medication is great for some people, it's not appropriate for everyone and being medication-free is so much less of a hassle sometimes. However, if you do need medication, there's absolutely nothing wrong with that at all and it shows a lot of strength to admit that you need help and are willing to accept it. Also, I'm not a doctor or a licensed practitioner of any sort.