This is good to know HB! :D

Don't worry I wont :D

ANd hey Hb you dont sound too happy at the mo, remember Im always here 2 talk to if ya want to ok?

Yeah its horrible shit. Fucks up your life completely. Not to mention the fucking lowlifes that could potentially take advantage of her

Yeah ive just been generally feeling like a pile of shit lately. I need to get it together...

i kind of view it as suicide in a way. people say 'its my life i can do what i want' but in that case they dont care about what others may think about what they are doing. its not always about YOU, but the people around u. feel me?

ive known of several people that have commited suicide, personally i tihnk they were all bastards. but i really do feel very bad for the people they left behind... one of the fucktards decided to do it on mothers day for example. MOTHERS DAY of all days. she found him hanging that morning..........

Holy fuck. I only knew one person. And he did it outta no where.

yeh no one expected it. but he and his gf had broken up so thier assumign that was the reason. funny thing was there was this other girl who was at his funeral, who REEEEALLY liked him, and i heard also was avery beautiful girl..

then this other guy i knew crashed his car into a wall going like 60. knew it was on urpose there were no brake marks. anyway the guy was at UCLA (one of the top schools in the country) and had just bought his car (toyota celica, around $19,000). well he and his gf had broken up.

he woke up at i think 8am that morning, left a message on the answering machine. called his gf, left a message on her voicemail. then did it.

which is the exact reason why i keep my phone on 24/7. i cant help but wonder if she had picked it up. not that im blaming her, not at all, but if thers anything i try to do, its to be htere for people. luckily i havent had any calls like that, and have only had a couple people call me to talk. then again people dont really know how serious i am when i tell them 'reall, feel free to call me ANYTIME.' well cant say i didnt try though..

*smashes head on wall*

Hi everyone

Yeah suicide is dumb. I wouldnt want to leave people behind. Who knows anything might be possible down the road. But i doubt it wont. I just hope by some change of win my luck will look up. And for Bloodrayne, Evil Blonde, and Fluff who are all kinda having rough times..or had rough times i hope you guys feel better. I kinda am already. I just look towards Kriss Kross to listen to

awww so sweet kiddo. but u can save it for them. both these fools were awhile ago and like i said, i think theyre bastards. i been unusually happy the past few months actually. UNUSUALLY. hope it lasts!

kriss kross? wtf? lol

Thats good that you're happy! And by the way a wear my clothes backwards now..........because..........




































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