Spookhouse
09-23-2010, 01:16 PM
Shel's eyes snapped open, and he wept.
It was impossible to escape the fleeting visions of soldiers --- thousands of them, lined on the crest of a great hill, their backs to the horizon. Their spears glistened with the first rays of sunshine across their metal pinnacles, and yet some of those rays were absorbed by the stains of blood.
He rose to his feet, clasping his face in his hands, until his breathing slowed and the choked hints of tears receded back in to the depths of his spirit. Here, in this room, in this entire nexus of control, he was a slave.
He was surrounded by four. Four corners. Four walls. Four seasons of training, education, and heightened learning. Soon, he would receive last of four readings from the cartomancer, and his journey would begin. Shel had been a prisoner to the four since his inception, and desired nothing more than to rid himself of that infernal number and its dooming significance.
Shel stepped out in to the hallway with his chalice on his back. It hummed with the dim glow of blues and reds: an indicator of his aura. Because Shel and his peers were different ---- not born, but constructed by fate and the star, the nexus had no way of measuring their auras without keeping the ornate cup in close proximity to their person at all times. Discipline was not an issue, but rather, it came down to a principle of being genuine. If the nexus could not determine how the twenty three felt, then it had no way of knowing when they were ready.
Shel stared out the transparent barricade that led to the infinite beyond of nothingness. Space. They existed, suspended, in a perfect trinity of body, mind, and spirit. Their ancestors had constructed the Pantheon and its center nexus so perfectly that it had never been modified --- not a single time in the history of Fortune.
He winced with pain, and although the dream was still with him, he felt the turning of the world and the shift in humanity. Aeons across the chasm of boundless distances, human beings on the planet of earth were suffering. Soon, their fate would be determined by the nexus --- but to choose the right outcome, the nexus needed them. Shel, his friend Sariah, and his other peers. They'd been brought in to this place to make a final decision --- to choose the outcome as intended by fate.
The other twenty two emerged from the niche that each had been provided for reflection, meditation, and slumber. They stepped out in to the hallway like eager recruits, ready for an upcoming battle. Shel felt as though he were the only one who felt the pullings of an ill omen within the depths of his ego --- the cartomancer stressed communication between the conscious mind.
They filed in line to traverse the bridge that led to the cartomancer. Shel had completed three of four readings. His first had been largely unremarkable, although as a querent, he'd been profoundly affected by another person telling him his entire life story, his feelings, his motivations --- through a deck of cards. His second had yielded the inverted Hanged Man as his trump arcana, and the cards connected to it? The number four. Everywhere. Above and below --- across the board. Every number was a four.
He'd panicked at first, because although most paid heed to the trump as their source of insight, the frequent reoccurence of the number four in each of his readings had to serve as some great source of information. Of what caliber, Shel and his superiors had failed to decipher.
Shel had a difficult time grasping the fact that soon, he would no longer be a person or a figure here in the Pantheon, but rather, he would evolve in to something greater: a force of energy. He would take his place in the Order of the Tarot, and then, he would be one of twenty-three who decided.
The Order had been disbanded seven hundred and thirty one years ago. Some believed that the indivisive properties of that number served as a sign that someone within the Order had been acting contrary to the best interests of fate. The Order was bound by the rules of fate, and so, when the Hierophant was discovered manipulating fate itself, twenty two members were executed.
He'd spent his entire young life being mentored against allowing such a thing to happen again. His teachers and priests stressed the importance of balance, of allowing the tarot to act as they existed in nature --- for one member to overpower or manipulate another would result in disastrous consequences for the outside world. The Pantheon was the center of the universe, but when the Hierophant and the Emperor silenced Temperance and held her captive, the balance shifted. In turn, man felt that he could not be held to any consequence. The influence of Devil, Chariot, and Tower diminished.
Self-indulgence for the human race followed. They cultivated technology, advanced their society, and aspired to achieve a new level of high reason. In trying to elevate their mind and body, they lost touch with the spirit. With the Pantheon out of balance, thrust into chaos and relentless abandon, Chariot went berserk. Without Temperance and her balance of water between cups, Justice and Judgement fell quickly. Soon, the Order was dead, and man thought himself too great to heed notions like "empathy" and "compassion."
Sariah glanced back over her shoulder and flashed Shel a smile as they filed in to the waiting area of domed obsidian --- the antechamber before the cartomancer's lair. He was the only remaining survivor of the order himself, and yet, he refused to be called the "Hermit." He instructed them that a new Hermit, one of them, would take his place soon, and so, he was only a servant of fate, and nothing more.
He knew that she would be the Empress, for Sariah was motherly and perfect in her beauty and grace. He'd also pinpointed one other of their newly founded Order --- a hothead by the name of Kascht ---and there was a running bet between Shel and Sariah on which tarot he might personify --- the Fool, or the Moon. He was a likely candidate for both spots, and yet it was impossible to know which he would be for sure when no one except the Querent was allowed in the cartomancer's chamber.
Shel's brilliance and aptitude for the spirit realm left most with only hints of which tarot that he might eventually manifest. His fears stemmed from the thought of losing his body and his mind to something that could not be described, but only felt and experienced.
The dome's breadth expanded when the portcullis to the cartomancer's room groaned open, and the first of their class entered. This was Kascht's fourth reading. He would be the first of twenty three to ascend to the center of the Pantheon. They meditated as required of them by the nexus while they waited. Most of Shel's conversations with Sariah were through the ego and brief moments of eye contact during long periods of reflective silence.
The most valued attributes of the tarot candidates were optimism, open mindedness, and the ability to adapt to new boundaries. Upon ascension, the manifest invaded the psyche like a bee hive; conscious memory and the physical realm were devoured by the force of the tarot within split seconds. The change was furious, immediate, and ordained by fate.
Since his birth, the priests told him that this was inescapable. This was Shel's goal. Ascension. Inevitable consequence. Glory for the Order. Restore balance to the tarot after nearly a millenium of disorder, and save the potential of the human race.
Hours passed. The lights in the cartomancer's chamber faded, and for a time, there was nothing but darkness and the soft footfalls of the next member of the future order, being called forth for their reading through the portcullis.
With nothing to see or hear, the prison of four invaded Shel's senses. His paranoia increased tenfold ---- he felt like a claustrophobic prisoner, sitting here with his arms folded against the polished black wall of obsidian, waiting to be called forth like a lamb to a massacre of thought and feeling. He wanted nothing more than to escape this place, to doom the tarot and spit in the face of fate. An ultimate act of defiance ---- but that was impossible. The jar's polished surface grew cold against his side, and he knew his aura had shifted. He tried his best to conceal it, and yet even Sariah was aware. Shel had doubts. The cartomancer would know he had doubts. He would not be allowed to ascend, for he would be executed for crossing the natural way. The way of fate.
Sariah was gone. He'd felt her warmth fade as she rose from the opposite wall for her reading. More time passed. He knew they were prolonging his reading for last. He was the least certain of them, and yet, also, the one with the most potential.
One seer lived on from the times of the first order, created by the Hermit from stardust and water. She praised Shel's aura and would soon herald him as the future Hierophant. It was what the order desired, more than any other. Because the previous Hierophant had the will to bend the rules of fate, they desired one with massive potential. Shel was their straight arrow, their genius, their trump card. Should Sariah become the Empress and he become the Hierophant, they would forever be starcrossed.
Shel held no value in ideals such as institution or formality. Experience and education had done little for him ---- besides hold him captive to the nexus itself. These ideals were what they worshiped. Order to restore the chaos.
The only genuine part of his entire ego consisted of his feelings for the girl who was now getting her fourth reading before him. She would ascend, and she would be matched with Kascht, who had undoubtedly drawn the Emperor. They would unite, and he would be left as the Pope, chastise and hardened to forget his love for her in the span of a split second.
It was impossible to escape the fleeting visions of soldiers --- thousands of them, lined on the crest of a great hill, their backs to the horizon. Their spears glistened with the first rays of sunshine across their metal pinnacles, and yet some of those rays were absorbed by the stains of blood.
He rose to his feet, clasping his face in his hands, until his breathing slowed and the choked hints of tears receded back in to the depths of his spirit. Here, in this room, in this entire nexus of control, he was a slave.
He was surrounded by four. Four corners. Four walls. Four seasons of training, education, and heightened learning. Soon, he would receive last of four readings from the cartomancer, and his journey would begin. Shel had been a prisoner to the four since his inception, and desired nothing more than to rid himself of that infernal number and its dooming significance.
Shel stepped out in to the hallway with his chalice on his back. It hummed with the dim glow of blues and reds: an indicator of his aura. Because Shel and his peers were different ---- not born, but constructed by fate and the star, the nexus had no way of measuring their auras without keeping the ornate cup in close proximity to their person at all times. Discipline was not an issue, but rather, it came down to a principle of being genuine. If the nexus could not determine how the twenty three felt, then it had no way of knowing when they were ready.
Shel stared out the transparent barricade that led to the infinite beyond of nothingness. Space. They existed, suspended, in a perfect trinity of body, mind, and spirit. Their ancestors had constructed the Pantheon and its center nexus so perfectly that it had never been modified --- not a single time in the history of Fortune.
He winced with pain, and although the dream was still with him, he felt the turning of the world and the shift in humanity. Aeons across the chasm of boundless distances, human beings on the planet of earth were suffering. Soon, their fate would be determined by the nexus --- but to choose the right outcome, the nexus needed them. Shel, his friend Sariah, and his other peers. They'd been brought in to this place to make a final decision --- to choose the outcome as intended by fate.
The other twenty two emerged from the niche that each had been provided for reflection, meditation, and slumber. They stepped out in to the hallway like eager recruits, ready for an upcoming battle. Shel felt as though he were the only one who felt the pullings of an ill omen within the depths of his ego --- the cartomancer stressed communication between the conscious mind.
They filed in line to traverse the bridge that led to the cartomancer. Shel had completed three of four readings. His first had been largely unremarkable, although as a querent, he'd been profoundly affected by another person telling him his entire life story, his feelings, his motivations --- through a deck of cards. His second had yielded the inverted Hanged Man as his trump arcana, and the cards connected to it? The number four. Everywhere. Above and below --- across the board. Every number was a four.
He'd panicked at first, because although most paid heed to the trump as their source of insight, the frequent reoccurence of the number four in each of his readings had to serve as some great source of information. Of what caliber, Shel and his superiors had failed to decipher.
Shel had a difficult time grasping the fact that soon, he would no longer be a person or a figure here in the Pantheon, but rather, he would evolve in to something greater: a force of energy. He would take his place in the Order of the Tarot, and then, he would be one of twenty-three who decided.
The Order had been disbanded seven hundred and thirty one years ago. Some believed that the indivisive properties of that number served as a sign that someone within the Order had been acting contrary to the best interests of fate. The Order was bound by the rules of fate, and so, when the Hierophant was discovered manipulating fate itself, twenty two members were executed.
He'd spent his entire young life being mentored against allowing such a thing to happen again. His teachers and priests stressed the importance of balance, of allowing the tarot to act as they existed in nature --- for one member to overpower or manipulate another would result in disastrous consequences for the outside world. The Pantheon was the center of the universe, but when the Hierophant and the Emperor silenced Temperance and held her captive, the balance shifted. In turn, man felt that he could not be held to any consequence. The influence of Devil, Chariot, and Tower diminished.
Self-indulgence for the human race followed. They cultivated technology, advanced their society, and aspired to achieve a new level of high reason. In trying to elevate their mind and body, they lost touch with the spirit. With the Pantheon out of balance, thrust into chaos and relentless abandon, Chariot went berserk. Without Temperance and her balance of water between cups, Justice and Judgement fell quickly. Soon, the Order was dead, and man thought himself too great to heed notions like "empathy" and "compassion."
Sariah glanced back over her shoulder and flashed Shel a smile as they filed in to the waiting area of domed obsidian --- the antechamber before the cartomancer's lair. He was the only remaining survivor of the order himself, and yet, he refused to be called the "Hermit." He instructed them that a new Hermit, one of them, would take his place soon, and so, he was only a servant of fate, and nothing more.
He knew that she would be the Empress, for Sariah was motherly and perfect in her beauty and grace. He'd also pinpointed one other of their newly founded Order --- a hothead by the name of Kascht ---and there was a running bet between Shel and Sariah on which tarot he might personify --- the Fool, or the Moon. He was a likely candidate for both spots, and yet it was impossible to know which he would be for sure when no one except the Querent was allowed in the cartomancer's chamber.
Shel's brilliance and aptitude for the spirit realm left most with only hints of which tarot that he might eventually manifest. His fears stemmed from the thought of losing his body and his mind to something that could not be described, but only felt and experienced.
The dome's breadth expanded when the portcullis to the cartomancer's room groaned open, and the first of their class entered. This was Kascht's fourth reading. He would be the first of twenty three to ascend to the center of the Pantheon. They meditated as required of them by the nexus while they waited. Most of Shel's conversations with Sariah were through the ego and brief moments of eye contact during long periods of reflective silence.
The most valued attributes of the tarot candidates were optimism, open mindedness, and the ability to adapt to new boundaries. Upon ascension, the manifest invaded the psyche like a bee hive; conscious memory and the physical realm were devoured by the force of the tarot within split seconds. The change was furious, immediate, and ordained by fate.
Since his birth, the priests told him that this was inescapable. This was Shel's goal. Ascension. Inevitable consequence. Glory for the Order. Restore balance to the tarot after nearly a millenium of disorder, and save the potential of the human race.
Hours passed. The lights in the cartomancer's chamber faded, and for a time, there was nothing but darkness and the soft footfalls of the next member of the future order, being called forth for their reading through the portcullis.
With nothing to see or hear, the prison of four invaded Shel's senses. His paranoia increased tenfold ---- he felt like a claustrophobic prisoner, sitting here with his arms folded against the polished black wall of obsidian, waiting to be called forth like a lamb to a massacre of thought and feeling. He wanted nothing more than to escape this place, to doom the tarot and spit in the face of fate. An ultimate act of defiance ---- but that was impossible. The jar's polished surface grew cold against his side, and he knew his aura had shifted. He tried his best to conceal it, and yet even Sariah was aware. Shel had doubts. The cartomancer would know he had doubts. He would not be allowed to ascend, for he would be executed for crossing the natural way. The way of fate.
Sariah was gone. He'd felt her warmth fade as she rose from the opposite wall for her reading. More time passed. He knew they were prolonging his reading for last. He was the least certain of them, and yet, also, the one with the most potential.
One seer lived on from the times of the first order, created by the Hermit from stardust and water. She praised Shel's aura and would soon herald him as the future Hierophant. It was what the order desired, more than any other. Because the previous Hierophant had the will to bend the rules of fate, they desired one with massive potential. Shel was their straight arrow, their genius, their trump card. Should Sariah become the Empress and he become the Hierophant, they would forever be starcrossed.
Shel held no value in ideals such as institution or formality. Experience and education had done little for him ---- besides hold him captive to the nexus itself. These ideals were what they worshiped. Order to restore the chaos.
The only genuine part of his entire ego consisted of his feelings for the girl who was now getting her fourth reading before him. She would ascend, and she would be matched with Kascht, who had undoubtedly drawn the Emperor. They would unite, and he would be left as the Pope, chastise and hardened to forget his love for her in the span of a split second.