Just got the word...

[novakru]

I had no idea that I would have caused concern.

I am sorry.
I hate the fact that I caused anyone to be worried and I hope you understand how bad I feel about that.

I had something extreme planned.
It fell through
I cannot tell you it's over or that I am ok.

But I did want to write this because it causes me pain to know anyone felt anything negative because of what I wrote.


I do not know what to say to make anything better here because quite honestly I cannot possibly go any lower into this darkness.

I do not want sympathy, empathy ,pity, helpful advice and people telling me I am selfish, stupid, etc etc.

Where I am right now cannot be touched.
There is nothing I can do about it right now except try to make it through the next hour.

But my time here is definitely done, hence the previous message about how impressed I am with you all.


I wish the best for all you guys and I truly mean that.

[Dante'sInferno]

I wish you the best.I've been through alot in my short existence,so if you ever want to talk,you have my number.

[monalisa]

Hi novakru, no need for you to feel bad about people worrying about you, it just means we care. I'm really sorry to hear that you're going through such a bad time and I wish you the best and hope everything works out for you.

I gave you my email and phone number in a PM I sent the other day. Please feel free to contact me if or whenever you want. Seriously!

Take care and you're a sweetheart. Don't let anyone make you feel bad about yourself!

[ferretchucker]

I'm glad you're okay Novarku. Good luck for the future.

[roshiq]

Best of luck Nov. Hope everything will going to be alright.

[scissorhands]

I don't know you, mate but I hope you find your way out of the darkness...

[Angra]

But my time here is definitely done, hence the previous message about how impressed I am with you all.





You go girl!!!

Get out in the real life and find your happiness.



Maybe we'll see you again.