Sadness!

[Giorgia]

*tears* My final exams for highschool are in a week...I'm scared...I cannot go to sleep without taking something to make me sleep...Im leaving home soon. How the fuck am I supposed to live by my my fucking self if I cant even wake up in the morning?...I'm leaving the country...I haven't seen my father in ages and I'm just tiered...
I suppose this is horror enough to fit in here.

old people out there please tell me everything will be alright...please... It's kind of sad im seeking for comfort in an internet forum...but still...

[filmmaker2]

You must relax now. All will go quite well. The fact you have been worrying means that you care and have probably prepared adequately.





That will be five dollars.

[cheebacheeba]

old people out there please tell me everything will be alright...please... It's kind of sad im seeking for comfort in an internet forum...but still...
Yeah...I'd agree that it's pretty sad...and what the fuck do you mean old people? I mean a few of us are a little towards the geriatric side...so...is there an age minimum in replying to your post?
Here, here's my suggestion - Find a stable job before you leave home and don't be so quick to get ahead of yourself...because in doing that you will fail. Use the parents place to your advantage, and "get away" when you're able, because despite how trapped you feel, you're in a stable situation. So put up with it, shut up, get your life together, THEN leave.

[Giorgia]

AAAARG!!!! Im going to college in like 5 moths...less!
You see...i'm italian...i'm attached to 'the family'
What if all this time it has been 'as good as it gets' and I've just wasted it? You know what I mean? I don't know...its porbably the lack of sleep. but thaks.
I mean...I'll be changing fucking country! I live in Amsterdam now and Ill be going to London probably. I cannot survive. I don't know anyone from London. I will die under the pressure of London!

[cheebacheeba]

You see...i'm italian...i'm attached to 'the family'
So, the mafia is big in Amsterdam then?

I mean...I'll be changing fucking country! I live in Amsterdam now and Ill be going to London probably.
So...you're leaving Amsterdam, to live in London of all places?
No wonder you're fucking depressed...I'd rather live in a squat in Amsterdam than a house/apt in London, but maybe that's just me.

[Giorgia]

Originally posted by cheebacheeba
Yeah...I'd agree that it's pretty sad...

EVIL...

[cheebacheeba]

EVIL...
STUPID...

[newb]

I'm one of the mature elders you speak of.....if ya want my advice........










YOUR FUCKED...RUN...HEAD FOR THE HILLS...ALL IS LOST...THE WORLD IS GONNA END!

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[mothermold]

Originally posted by Giorgia
I mean...I'll be changing fucking country! I live in Amsterdam now and Ill be going to London probably. I cannot survive. I don't know anyone from London. I will die under the pressure of London!

You will die under the pressure?That's a bit dramatic don't you think?


You make it sound like your going to prison for the next ten years.You need to relax.

[Giorgia]

Originally posted by mothermold
You will die under the pressure?That's a bit dramatic don't you think?

Its a figure of speech...
But thanks. I think I might suffer from general anxiety disorder. You can imagine though, its a stressful moment right now.

[mothermold]

Originally posted by Giorgia
I think I might suffer from general anxiety disorder.

Yoy may want to get that checked out,it sounds dabilitating.

Leaving home for collage is always tuff(money,stress,bullshit,etc.),I'm still here.It's a "right of passage" this time next year you'll look back at your current feelings and laugh.

You'll see.

[ItsAlive75]

College is easy and fun. I smoke myself stupid and drink all the time, and look... I still have time to talk nonsense on a horror forum.

[Haunted]

I got freaked before I went to college. Don't worry about it. You'll be fine. England's a pretty cool place, good people, decent food, good beer. You'll be fine. Drink yourself some chamomille tea, take a hot bath, and you'll be fine. When you get to your exams, you'll probably breaze through and go out with your chums wondering why you were so worried in the first place.:)

[filmmaker2]

Yes, what Haunted said.



Also I am waiting for my five dollars for the advice I gave you yes

[Posher778]

*ahem*

I'm in a terrible mood, so i'm going to actually say what i feel like... whatever.

1. Your brand new here, and nobody knows you. It's hard to give advice to random people. I'm not saying we don't wish to know you or anything, but it's different if it's someone who has been here a while, but, posting how you feel just to say it is ok... so maybe I just hypocriticized myself in a way... but still.

2. Cheeba, you don't have to be such an ass to her/him about it. If you were kidding, I couldn't tell. If that's the case then ignore this, but she didn't do anything to you.

3. Life just sucks... everyone has shit to take care of, and just remember that a lot of people's situations are way worse. Just remember that.

[cheebacheeba]

Cheeba, you don't have to be such an ass to her/him about it. If you were kidding, I couldn't tell. If that's the case then ignore this, but she didn't do anything to you.
My advice is sound...if people have a problem with the delivery, that's something for them to worry about, not me.

[Spallalala]

Some people need to learn how to calm down. Its really not hard. Just sit and breathe.

I know exams are fucked up. I have exams every few weeks and im terrified half the time.

Posher...Yknow cheebs..Yknow what he is like. Get used to it already hah..

And newb.. Giorgia said "old people out there " not "mature elders "....haha Theres a very big difference..


Oh Giorgia..Get a alarm clock. They work wonders in waking you up. And lay off the coffee if you drink alot of it.

[monalisa]

Originally posted by Giorgia
Its a figure of speech...
But thanks. I think I might suffer from general anxiety disorder. You can imagine though, its a stressful moment right now.

I suffer from general anxiety disorder and major recurrent depression (may explain some of my moods on here). I didn't take anything for it until just within the last year or so. In someways its helped, in some ways I think it may be fucking with by brain more than I want. Jury's still out on that one in my book.
This time in your life can be very stressful but it also can be very exilerating (sp?). Go with it, try not to be afraid. Sounds like you'd still always have family to back you if it really got bad, My pride didn't allow me to do that, so I didn't have much for a while, but it gets better and then you appreciate what you got for yourself more than anything.

[Tat2]

Well, I'm getting' to the point that I can hide my own Easter eggs, so I guess I'm old enough to put in my 2 cents....

First off, you never said if you are getting financial assistance from your family until you land a job. If so, that should be one huge stressor off of your back. Money...or lack there of...creates a hell of a lot of stress in moving on to new things such as collage (or divorce for that matter). If you are not getting cash from the family, do you have some stashed back? If not, better get working on it. Going to a different Country without much money would probably drive me over the edge. Obtain a work visa (if needed) and get a job...any job... as soon as possible, unless you have money flowing out of you ass, you will need all you can get.

Going to a new Country (especially one that speaks the same language as you and has the same basic set of laws) shouldn't be much different than going to a new school, starting a karate class...whatever. You have friends now (I'm assuming) you made them, you will make more... don't sweat it.

Being away from your family, especially if you are close to them, IMO, would be the hardest part. To help ease it, get Webcams for you as well as your family so you can see and talk to them instead of using the phone...it should make you feel "closer" to them than the latter, and not so much "on-your-own."

If you are really freaking out, not sleeping etc... go see a Doctor, I've been there a time or two and medication can aid you if you need it (unless you think like Tom Cruise).

Good luck.

[Haunted]

Tom Cruise needs a white hot knife shoved up his jacksie handle first so he cuts his fingers trying to pull it out. I read an article about that chic he knocked up. She's so brainwashed it's fucking scary.

Sorry for the interlude. Just had to get it off my chest.

[Giorgia]

Originally posted by Haunted
Tom Cruise needs a white hot knife shoved up his jacksie handle first so he cuts his fingers trying to pull it out. I read an article about that chic he knocked up. She's so brainwashed it's fucking scary.

Sorry for the interlude. Just had to get it off my chest.

Yeah apparently he's gonna eat the placenta of the baby...yummy.

I'm fine now btw. Im much better. I was just spasing out but now im under control. I am starting college next year but there's no prob with the money thankfully *knocks on wood* Thank you for the emotional support.

Someone in an earlier post said something about me being new and the fact that people dont care about my problems bla bla bla...why do you people know each other? don't think so...what is a better place than to spill our your sorrows and agonies if not in an internet forum? tisk tisk...some decency.

[AUSTIN316426808]

Originally posted by Giorgia


Someone in an earlier post said something about me being new and the fact that people dont care about my problems bla bla bla...why do you people know each other? don't think so...what is a better place than to spill our your sorrows and agonies if not in an internet forum? tisk tisk...some decency.


Sure it's nothing personal, it's just that there's been alot of 'woe is me' threads over the last month or so.