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wood_elf_pansy

12-29-2005, 09:49 PM

Give me feedback.

Death as it is.

As I lie awake thinking of what I've done
Hating myself while lying here with my hand on the gun
I put the gun to my head but still no trigger I pull
I cant kill myself people will think of me as a fool
As I soak in the pool of blood from my loves heart
I realize my life is falling apart
I think again if I should or should not
I'm now getting cold but, on the inside I'm boiling hot
He shouldn't have gone to her place
He shouldn't have lied right to my face
I put the gun back to my head after I rose
I turned and looked out the door then at my blood red toes
I pulled the trigger now lying on the floor
I looked at the ceiling then toward the door
Now I know how he felt when I let him go
My breathing is getting heavy my heart is beating more slow
As I lie awake thinking of what I've done
Hating myself while lying here with my hand on the gun.
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
This was written in October of 1998. I was in seventh grade.

wood_elf_pansy

12-29-2005, 09:54 PM

Originally posted by trippin_the_rif
Deep.

I've got ones that are even better. I was only thirteen(I think) when I wrote that one.

ItsAlive75

12-29-2005, 09:55 PM

It's amazing the level of clarity you have after shooting yourself in the head.

wood_elf_pansy

12-29-2005, 09:58 PM

Originally posted by ItsAlive75
It's amazing the level of clarity you have after shooting yourself in the head.

as I said I was only thirteen when I wrote that one

ItsAlive75

12-29-2005, 09:58 PM

Originally posted by wood_elf_pansy
as I said I was only thirteen when I wrote that one

I'm just razzin' ya. My humor is very abbrasive... ya idiot.

wood_elf_pansy

12-29-2005, 10:04 PM

Originally posted by ItsAlive75
I'm just razzin' ya. My humor is very abbrasive... ya idiot.

Its cool. I'm not fretting. Just replying to what you said.

wood_elf_pansy

12-29-2005, 10:05 PM

Originally posted by trippin_the_rif
Talents of the young never fail to amaze me. At least you were putting your mind to work with poems and not video games.

yeah i was never into video games, writing has always been my hobby.

wood_elf_pansy

12-29-2005, 10:18 PM

She hides...

she slides the raizer across her arm
she pushes harder as she asks herself why
she cuts again and again hoping for the end
and she begins to cry
she wears long sleeves to hide the scars
to hide from what they would see
she doesnt want them all to know
she wonders what would be

she takes another shot
not wanting to think
all she knows is that
she wants another drink
shot after shot after shot
she drinks them down so fast
she cries and cries and cries
she knows her pain will last
she sobers up for a while
to hide from what they would see
she doesnt want them all to know
she wonders what would be

she smokes a little more
wanting to be more high
she keeps on smoking
she doesnt want to try
she doesnt want to live
if thats how life will be
so she keeps on smoking
until her heart is free
she puts on an act
fake smile and all
she feels light headed
and then begins to fall
she catches herself real quick
to hide from what they would see
she doesn't want them all to know
she wonders what would be

she holds the gun in her hand
she wants to be dead
she doesn't want to live her life
so she puts it to her head
she sits in the dark
listening to all the sounds
she takes out the clip
and she counts the rounds
she realizes you only have one life
she hides the gun from the rest
she decides to try oone more time
she wants to do her best
she keeps her thoughts to herself
to hide from what they would see
she doesn't want them all to know
she wonders what will be.

written on 9/5/2004 at 10:50pm

wood_elf_pansy

12-29-2005, 10:41 PM

Originally posted by trippin_the_rif
Quite dark. But good.

its supposed tobe that way

wood_elf_pansy

12-29-2005, 10:44 PM

What is wrong with me?

Am I deformed in some way?
Or are you just afraid of the day,
When you realize the person who is me?
When you see everything you want to be.
I am just a soul like the rest.
I have a heart beating in my chest.
I am human just like you.
The mistakes I make aren't few.
But what is it that I've done?
Do I make your life any less fun?
Or do you get off to making mine tough?
Do you think it isn't hard enough?
What can I do to make you see?
To make you see the person who is me.
I cry inside for every last one of my flaws.
But I don't think that I broke any laws.
I tried to make things better for you.
I tried to make the problems few.
I tried to talk our problems out.
Even though my mind was full of doubt.
What can I do to ease your mind?
Do you want a present of some kind?
I will give you anything that I can.
I'll do what it takes if you show me a plan.
What did I do to cause you pain?
If you tell me I wont do it again.
All I can say is I am sorry for all of your unhappiness.
If staying away is what you want then here's your bliss.

wood_elf_pansy

12-29-2005, 10:53 PM

Today we take this ride,
We don't know the destination.
Windows down, music up,
Driving along with anticipation.
Hitting potholes and cracks,
While driving down this winding route.
We keep on driving forward,
No matter what happens, without a doubt.
It starts to rain a little,
The road begins to slick.
The windows are up, the music down,
The weather is changing to quick.
The sky is darkening,
The clouds fill all the sky.
This ride has reversed,
With our thoughts it doesn't comply.
I am still sitting here,
In the passenger seat.
While driving down this road,
Water all over the concrete.
The tires start to skid,
The screeching is so loud.
I'm still sitting here,
Just as I had vowed.
The other car crashing,
We wind up in a ditch.
The coldness surrounds us,
I feel my legs twitch.
I see the blood,
Its covering your face.
I can't move my legs,
Still it's you I embrace.
I hold you close to me,
We're covered in blood and rain.
This ride is ending,
We will not ride again.
We cry in each others arms,
Happy to have said goodbye.
We take our last breaths,
Our trip had gone awry.

MisterSadistro

12-29-2005, 10:58 PM

filmmaker2

12-29-2005, 11:07 PM

There's a great site with a cartoon I like...

http://www.illwillpress.com/vault.html

The cartoon is listed as OPEN-MIC NIGHT II. It's really funny especially if ya like poetry.

MisterSadistro

12-30-2005, 12:30 AM

wood_elf_pansy

12-30-2005, 07:28 AM

Originally posted by MisterSadistro
fuck you and your selfish misery. Suicide is not a victimless crime. I know. So keep your pity party to yourself. Had a bad day ? Say so. Otherwise don't do the whole "maybe I will, maybe I won't" deal for attention. It's sickening to people like myself who carry the burden of guilt for people who did do it and didn't bother to try putting on a show.
CK

I didn't try to kill myself. I was thirteen when I wrote it. I was just writing and thats what came out in the end. I'm sorry if I offended you.

stubbornforgey

12-31-2005, 12:20 AM

your poems are good but ..umm ..kinda black don't you think..
honestly...i wish i had never scanned them cos they have just put a whole downer on my night..
you were only 13..I hear ya'..
Poems reflect ones moods at the time of writing ..I like poetry..i like depth of somebody elses thoughts.
When i write..I write on a spur of the moment..something humurous happens..
i put it to poetry..
something pisses me off ...i put it to poetry.
etc.etc..
I think you should take a good look at taking this up seriously..but try not to always look for the doom and gloom of things...good luck..

ItsAlive75

12-31-2005, 12:50 AM

I don't think she needs to stray from the doom and gloom factor, but the poems don't all have to rhyme. Talking about dying with your lover in a car wreck loses its oomph when you use the word "awry" to close out the work.

MisterSadistro

12-31-2005, 01:26 AM

This was totally uncalled for. No?
Too bad you weren't here to answer the phone on the day the phone call was made to tell me that one of my best friends had just killed himself. What kind of message would you have jotted down for me at that time ? 'Best friend- dead. No warning signs. Don't try to call back. Too late.' ? Sorry if you seem to take offense at my more-than-serious approach at all the kids who wanna play the drama king or queen for the moment so anyone listening can rush up to babysit them. I quite obviously take it very personal and very serious. I'll repost the tune I pulled from my earlier post:
"In time when all the chips are down
My last hand has been played
You won't see the game conclude
Or plans we once had made
Win, lose, draw it matters not
I only play with friends
But you left no second chance
For us to make amends
My anger won't subside
Was it easy to decide
To take that long walk in the night ?
And now I find
That I can't buy back our time
I forever lost you to the night

Later when the candle's out
My wishes had been made
Except for one they all came true
From the friends that I parade
I couldn't have picked finer ones
If I'd ever tried
And none will haunt the way you do
From demons left behind
But I just can't be real
If I pretend to think and feel
I never heard the calling in the night
And when all my sins
Have left me stranded in the wind
I, and I alone will walk the night

Empty words fall silently
Too late now as they're said
Would you hear them when you laid
That barrell to your head ?
Without the brilliance of you here
No shadows of a doubt
To cloud the days we'd once shared
And things we lived without
But all those dreams
Have been drowned out by the screams
Echoing from somewhere in the night
I was always by your side
So will you return to guide
When it's time for me to walk the night ?"

This time I will leave it up for everyone who thinks they're having a bad day and it's the easy way out. Suicide is still the most selfish act ever. If you don't care for my thoughts or opinions, hellboy/ tripping or whatever name you're going by at the moment when you're not starting trouble, sending out pics of your manhood or trying to get under my skin for reasons unknown,
FUCK YOU, TOO !
CK

wood_elf_pansy

12-31-2005, 08:59 AM

Originally posted by trippin_the_rif
Dont apologize for his misunderstanding. You arent the only person on the boards with a dark poetic sense. A majority of us got the jest of the poems. They're cool. Dark, but cool none the less. I think it's kinda shallow of someone to assume that something is one way when it can be meant several different ways. And deeper than shallow to cuss someone out because he/she thinks that their assumption is "The WORD."

You keep doing what you're doing, sharing your artistic side. There are more people that appreciate it than those closed-minded morons that dont.

THANK YOU

wood_elf_pansy

12-31-2005, 09:06 AM

Originally posted by ItsAlive75
I don't think she needs to stray from the doom and gloom factor, but the poems don't all have to rhyme. Talking about dying with your lover in a car wreck loses its oomph when you use the word "awry" to close out the work.

Actually, that poem was a metaphor for how life is. You go through life and shit happens that you don't expect then you die. It was actually kinda written to my friend. The ending is about death, kinda like at least they got to say good-bye.

ItsAlive75

12-31-2005, 09:16 AM

Originally posted by wood_elf_pansy
Actually, that poem was a metaphor for how life is. You go through life and shit happens that you don't expect then you die. It was actually kinda written to my friend. The ending is about death, kinda like at least they got to say good-bye.

OK, but my point is when you're writing a poem with a message as powerful as that, you shouldn't have to settle for awkward wording just to fit a rhyme scheme... maybe go for a free form poem.

Angelakillsluts

12-31-2005, 09:16 AM

I don't like them. I don't have any reasons or constructive criticism either. :( Keep writing, usually this forum would rip you apart so most people must enjoy them. :)

wood_elf_pansy

12-31-2005, 09:40 AM

Originally posted by Angelakillsluts
I don't like them. :)

it's all good.

can't win 'em all.

Marroe

12-31-2005, 09:59 AM

Originally posted by wood_elf_pansy
it's all good.

can't win 'em all. what about some of your "happy" poems?

Angelakillsluts

12-31-2005, 10:04 AM

Something involving a pet rabbit named "bun buns" perhaps? :) lol

wood_elf_pansy

12-31-2005, 10:06 AM

Originally posted by Angelakillsluts
Something involving a pet rabbit named "bun buns" perhaps? :) lol

how do you know i have a bunny named commander bun buns?

wood_elf_pansy

12-31-2005, 10:14 AM

Originally posted by Marroe
what about some of your "happy" poems?

here you go...

My Tears

I woke up in the morning and I felt you by my side,
So I wrapped my arm around you and then I cried.
Not for unhappy things or for being sad,
The tears I cried were not for anything bad.
My tears flowed down my cheeks for you and only you,
The tears I cried did not fall for anything you did or will do.
Each tear that soaked my face fell for a reason I knew not why,
It is then that I knew I had no reason to cry.
The tears fell from my eyes and yet I was not depressed.
They flowed so freely then and yet I was not repressed.
I did not know why they fell from my eyes.
I didn't understand why and I began to rise.
You rolled over and said "I love you", down fell another tear,
I guess that is all I needed, all I needed to hear.
I laid by you and held you close, so close next to me.
I realized then that the tears that fell were because I was happy.

2/18/2005 2:30a.m.

By Trishia Birkenmeier
Written for Adam C. Johnson

Angelakillsluts

12-31-2005, 10:16 AM

Originally posted by wood_elf_pansy
how do you know i have a bunny named commander bun buns?

Because commander bun buns and my bunny were separated at birth. :eek:

http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v215/Caroline_AKS/bunbuns.jpg

wood_elf_pansy

12-31-2005, 10:18 AM

Originally posted by Angelakillsluts

http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v215/Caroline_AKS/bunbuns.jpg

way too freakin cute cbb has black spots. some big ones and then all kinds of tiny ones.

newb

12-31-2005, 10:20 AM

Here's a happy poem

I woke up this morning
with a tee pee in my pants
The sun was shining brightly
it made me wanna dance

The little puppys were jumping
the flowers were blooming as well
Its New Years eve and beer will flow
I'm betting i'll be feeling pretty swell

Marroe

12-31-2005, 10:22 AM

One of ya write one for me:)

wood_elf_pansy

12-31-2005, 10:23 AM

HERES A HAPPY SONG

B DOUBLE E DOUBLE R U N
BEER RUN!!!

Marroe

12-31-2005, 10:25 AM

Originally posted by wood_elf_pansy
HERES A HAPPY SONG

B DOUBLE E DOUBLE R U N
BEER RUN!!! I have that on CD:o

wood_elf_pansy

12-31-2005, 10:26 AM

Originally posted by Marroe
One of ya write one for me:)

OK HERE GOES AUNTY MARROE...

sleep
beautiful
restful
needed
missed
loved
wanted
loved
missed
needed
restful
beautiful
sleep

how was that one?

I liked it. how bout you you damned insomniac. love ya.

Marroe

12-31-2005, 10:31 AM

Originally posted by wood_elf_pansy
OK HERE GOES AUNTY MARROE...

sleep
beautiful
restful
needed
missed
loved
wanted
loved
missed
needed
restful
beautiful
sleep

how was that one?

I liked it. how bout you you damned insomniac. love ya. Tear to my eye

wood_elf_pansy

12-31-2005, 10:32 AM

Originally posted by Marroe
Tear to my eye

its that bad?

ItsAlive75

12-31-2005, 10:38 AM

Here's one...

James Whitmore’s Continuous Attempts at Committing Suicide

Mr. Whitmore was unable to sleep at hotels anymore.
The numerous efforts to try and hang himself
from the wooden beam above his bed, not to mention
the damages from carving his name into it.
Mr. Whitmore would try and sneak off at three am
to a truck-stop motel, with lumpy beds
where teenage hookers fought for their lives
while drugged-up truckers strangled them.

Mr. Whitmore’s friends watched him at all times,
making sure he didn’t use pencils or butter knives
or letter openers or sporks. Mr. Whitmore got
a hold of a manual shaver and tried to carve
upside down crosses on his wrists before realizing
he was a devout Christian and he gave up,
carving a smiley face on his calf instead.
Mr. Whitmore was unable to use his friends’ bathrooms.

Mr. Whitmore snuck out one night to a suicide cult
that listened to “Human Behavior” by Bjork
and slapped teddy bears while drinking poisoned
punch. The cult leader who resembled a fat Joey Bishop
offered him a glass but it was made with Kool Aid
and Mr. Whitmore was a closet racist who connected
the drink with African Americans and left.
Mr. Whitmore was unable to attend cult meetings.

Mr. Whitmore locked himself in Morgan Freeman’s bathroom
And ran a hot bath while his friends banged on the door
Begging him to stop. Mr. Whitmore tried drowning
Himself but the Greek god Poseidon rose from the
Water and told Mr. Whitmore the error of his ways,
and he climbed in the bath to become one with the deity.
Mr. Whitmore was unable to make love to divinities.

stubbornforgey

12-31-2005, 11:02 AM

why morgan freeman ?
he rocks he does :D

wood_elf_pansy

12-31-2005, 11:36 AM

Originally posted by ItsAlive75
maybe go for a free form poem.

ok here's one... (for my daughter)

Every time you look at me my heart melts,
Every time you smile at me I get excited,
Every time you cry I hurt,
Every time you sleep I relax,
Every time you dream I hope,
Every time you laugh my soul shivers,
Every time you fall I'll catch you,
Every time you speak I'll listen,
Every time you breathe I smile,
Every time you need me I'm there.

Any time I think of you I'm happy,
Any time I look at you I smile,
Any time I hug you you hug me,
Any time I'm loved its by you,
Any time I sing you listen,
Any time I hold you you fall asleep,
Any time I act stupid you don't get embarrissed,
Any time I'm sad you make me feel better,
Any time I'm bored we'll play cards,
Any time I need you you'll be there.

The STE

12-31-2005, 12:14 PM

There once was a man from Nantucket

Angelakillsluts

12-31-2005, 12:15 PM

Originally posted by The STE
There once was a man from Nantucket

lmao

The STE

12-31-2005, 12:50 PM

Delicious burbon
Finest of all the spirits
a drunken haiku

filmmaker2

12-31-2005, 01:34 PM

could we have one about a cat named putt putt

wood_elf_pansy

12-31-2005, 05:23 PM

people always take shit out of context.

wood_elf_pansy

12-31-2005, 05:26 PM

Originally posted by trippin_the_rif
One of the large number of problems with the internet. You keep up the good work. I hope you're still writing.

yep yep!

thanks!

have a safe and happy new year.

Marroe

12-31-2005, 05:27 PM

That's cool of you to stand up for a "n00b" like that, trip:p

This girl here is a good friend of mine, and I think she's an awesome poet...and if her poems seem a bit dark, she has every right to write them that way. It's not like she was posting a fucking suicide note in here.

AUSTIN316426808

12-31-2005, 05:34 PM

I like 'em for the most part, as for the issue of how dark they are...well, that's my favorite kind, so do what you do.

wood_elf_pansy

01-01-2006, 08:29 PM

Originally posted by trippin_the_rif
My pleasure. I like her writes. It's time for some people to get off the cross, other people need the wood, ya know what I mean?:p

I'm a nut...

"...people need the wood..."

hehe...

*blushes cuz you said "wood"*

lol

MisterSadistro

01-01-2006, 11:11 PM

hmmm or maybe I'm personally sick of hearing kids cry out for attention when ones who do need it end up dead because it wasn't seen in the first place since they didn't take the drama route ? Yeah. I'd say that was pretty safe bet. Maybe your friends were replaceable to you and you were able to "get over it" like it was a lost football game, but I will never get over that loss. Know why ? My friend wasn't old or sickly or killed off in some unforseeable accident that happens every day. It was quite obviously pre-meditated. I will never "get over it" and let it be known. Obviously WEF read my post on it before I pulled it and you decided to jump in on whatever vendetta you have with me (which obviously raised it's head during the babygurl20 pic threads) from the only part that was quoted.
I apologize to WEF if I jumped up on the soapbox, but I don't take to the subject matter lightly. We all have bad days and I wanted you to think before you did somthing stupid.
As for you, Trippin, I still only have small clues as to what your problems with me are from mutual friends on here (assuming you think any of the Nine stuff is true), but you're more than welcome to throw down with me on here any time you like as I've stated before. Act like a punk and I'll treat you like one to everyone's amusement. And I will make it a lot more amusing than any pic of your tiny contribution to anatomy being posted everywhere :D
CK

mothermold

01-01-2006, 11:46 PM

Originally posted by wood_elf_pansy
Give me feedback.

Death as it is.

As I lie awake thinking of what I've done
Hating myself while lying here with my hand on the gun
I put the gun to my head but still no trigger I pull
I cant kill myself people will think of me as a fool
As I soak in the pool of blood from my loves heart
I realize my life is falling apart
I think again if I should or should not
I'm now getting cold but, on the inside I'm boiling hot
He shouldn't have gone to her place
He shouldn't have lied right to my face
I put the gun back to my head after I rose
I turned and looked out the door then at my blood red toes
I pulled the trigger now lying on the floor
I looked at the ceiling then toward the door
Now I know how he felt when I let him go
My breathing is getting heavy my heart is beating more slow
As I lie awake thinking of what I've done
Hating myself while lying here with my hand on the gun.
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
This was written in October of 1998. I was in seventh grade.

shut off your internal filters...never try to second guess an audience.you have talent,but you gotta let loose.

don't hold anything back when you opt for this subject matter(or any other),true or not.

wood_elf_pansy

01-02-2006, 09:15 AM

Originally posted by MisterSadistro
hmmm or maybe I'm personally sick of hearing kids cry out for attention ...
CK

I wasn't trying to cry out for attention. I didn't even have a reason to. I wrote it in poetry class. My teacher asked me if there were problems at home and I replied with a no because there wasn't any problems at all. That is just what happened. Come on now. Are you that stupid that you can't understand a simple sentence? Let me say it again...

I... WASN'T... TRYING... TO... KILL... MYSELF... OR... GET... ATTENTION... I... JUST... LIKE... TO... WRITE... POETRY!

thanks again.

wood_elf_pansy

01-02-2006, 09:23 AM

Originally posted by mothermold
shut off your internal filters...never try to second guess an audience.you have talent,but you gotta let loose.

don't hold anything back when you opt for this subject matter(or any other),true or not.

I get blocked a lot now days. It is easier for me to write when I'm depressed but, I haven't been that way in a year. (didn't realize its been that long)

Thank you for your comments.

Angelakillsluts

01-02-2006, 10:01 AM

Originally posted by wood_elf_pansy
Come on now. Are you that stupid that you can't understand a simple sentence?

Okayyy, that's enough. I think when most people write personal poetry it is well...personal. Not that you're not allowed ot write whatever you feel like regardless of how you feel but misunderstandings are bound to come up. I think Mister Sadistro misinterpreted your motives behind posting the poem(s), the argument with trippin is beyond that anyway. You deciding to finally jump in and call Sadistro stupid is not helping anything, Sadistro is also one of the most helpful posters around here and he is also one of the smartest.

Misunderstandings happen, if people could just try to explain themselves without being insulting, they would be a lot easier to get passed.

stubbornforgey

01-02-2006, 10:09 AM

why can't we all just get along :rolleyes:

Angelakillsluts

01-02-2006, 01:28 PM

edited to avoid future problems even though I'm angry about it.

btw I didn't take a side. Neither of you need me to come in and help you, I just didn't like the idea of this new person coming in late to attack Sadistro. If she was going to say something, she should have done it when the argument concerned her.

slasherman

01-02-2006, 01:47 PM

Originally posted by Angelakillsluts
Sadistro is also one of the most helpful posters around here and he is also one of the smartest.

say that to the spammers...:p

Angelakillsluts

01-02-2006, 02:00 PM

Originally posted by slasherman
say that to the spammers...:p

lmao I'd have to look under ever rock around to find them. :p

wood_elf_pansy

01-02-2006, 05:58 PM

Originally posted by Angelakillsluts
Misunderstandings happen, if people could just try to explain themselves without being insulting, they would be a lot easier to get passed.

ok, I know I shouldn't have wrote what I did and I'm sorry. I just repeated myself about it a couple of times and he seemed to not understand that I wasn't trying to get attention or kill myself and he couldn't get it and wouldn't stop saying that was what I was trying to do. I take offense to being portrayed as suicidal. I would never do that, I have too many kids who look up to me to even think about doing that. Life may be hard but, that is how it is sometimes and I would rather live through that and get the good when it comes my way than end it and not get that chance.

Also, I didn't just jump in at the end I was there the whole time. I'm sorry if I am slow at responding but, my daughter doesn't give me as much time as others have to hangout online all day.

One more thing, like a great mind once said, "why can't we all just get along?"

*waves bye*

Marroe

01-02-2006, 07:54 PM

Originally posted by Angelakillsluts
edited to avoid future problems even though I'm angry about it.

btw I didn't take a side. Neither of you need me to come in and help you, I just didn't like the idea of this new person coming in late to attack Sadistro. If she was going to say something, she should have done it when the argument concerned her. Did you even read what he originally posted to her before he edited it out? I wouldn't call anything SHE said an "attack". I'd say after that big "fuck you" he gave her, she has more than enough right to defend herself...even after she tried explaining 3 or more times. Why not tell your good friend Sadistro to chill out about it? Or wait around until the arguement concerns YOU.

Oh yeah, I guess I should "explain" myself better before someone takes what I say out of context also.
I'm not jumping on your case Angela...I just don't get why the need to defend the one who started it all, and act like he said nothing wrong. If he's your friend cool, I've been cool with him too. But when people are attacking my friend (yes, I know her so whether any of you think it concerns me or not, it does) for no reason at all, you're damn right I'M gonna defend her. All she ever did was share her poems...not post a note saying "feel sorry for me, I'm gonna kill myself" and she never said anything about ever actually attempting the act, or causing any kind of harm to herself. He's the one who blew it way out of proportion with his "fuck you".

Angelakillsluts

01-02-2006, 08:38 PM

Originally posted by Marroe
Did you even read what he originally posted to her before he edited it out? I wouldn't call anything SHE said an "attack". I'd say after that big "fuck you" he gave her, she has more than enough right to defend herself...even after she tried explaining 3 or more times. Why not tell your good friend Sadistro to chill out about it? Or wait around until the arguement concerns YOU.

Oh yeah, I guess I should "explain" myself better before someone takes what I say out of context also.
I'm not jumping on your case Angela...I just don't get why the need to defend the one who started it all, and act like he said nothing wrong. If he's your friend cool, I've been cool with him too. But when people are attacking my friend (yes, I know her so whether any of you think it concerns me or not, it does) for no reason at all, you're damn right I'M gonna defend her. All she ever did was share her poems...not post a note saying "feel sorry for me, I'm gonna kill myself" and she never said anything about ever actually attempting the act, or causing any kind of harm to herself. He's the one who blew it way out of proportion with his "fuck you".

hey... I know sadistro made the initial mistake, I just didn't think she needed to throw in that comment after while trip and him were arguing. That's the only thing I wanted to say to her that I thought it was unnecessary. She seems cool and I wasn't trying to attack her, I was trying to mediate but I fucked up. :(

Marroe

01-02-2006, 08:46 PM

Originally posted by Angelakillsluts
hey... I know sadistro made the initial mistake, I just didn't think she needed to throw in that comment after while trip and him were arguing. That's the only thing I wanted to say to her that I thought it was unnecessary. She seems cool and I wasn't trying to attack her, I was trying to mediate but I fucked up. :( WELL...what were they argueing about?:confused: She still had every right to defend herself.