Moving

[mandolin_ava]

I am moving into a town where I know NOBODY.

I'd like some advice on moving. Anything you've got. I have a couch (maybe), I've lived in a small town four four years, now, (since I was fourteen untill now) And now, I'm moving into a pretty big size town, pop. 80,000, and I'm totally clueless.

My mother is crazy. I swear on anything and everything that she is. I can expect no help from her, but I do have a friend that will help me out... provided that I provide him a place to live... (I really cannot tell if that's fucked up or not, we've been friends for awhile, and right now I'm pretty drunk...) I've got seven hundred dollars to start me out, and really cannot afford to fuck up... and if you've noticed ANYTHING about me from the two days I've been here, I'm not the smartest peanut in the turd. I'm just asking for some advice, kay? You don't have to like me, Just notice that I'm a child, and I've got no other choice here...

My friend, is, like me, a stoner. He'll tell me who's O.K. to hang out with, and who isn't. I'm a high school drop out, (yes, evident from the fucking shit I've posted here, but hey, have pity on me, I'm working towards getting my G.E.D....) I was in the foster care system when I turned 18, so I can go to college for free... and the only way I can do so, is by living in the town I plan on moving to...

Yeah. Advice. Anything. I'm worried about this. Really. I'm a pretty mellow person. Nothing bothers me. But this does. What do I do?

If you had No One to depend on, would you invest everything on an apartment in a new town? I do have a friend... but he's homeless... he's fucked up on his own... fuck... anything? Is this a stupid post?

Any input helps...

[mandolin_ava]

Yes. I agree. Illigell substances are not cool.

Except, I've suffered from depression for a very long time, now, and the only thing that gets me over it is Marijuana.

FUCK ZOLOFT. FUCK IT IN IT'S STUPID ASS.

[barbra]

I like xanax. Friends are easy to make. Pardon me for not reading all of that but um I was assuming that that was the jist of it

[mandolin_ava]

What, barbra?

Xanax? I'm totally gonna get some. For anxeity. Because I have it. I can do it to it. And when I have my Xanax, all will be peachy.

But, hey, some advice on moving, kay?

[barbra]

pot is the best, they should tax it, legalize it and we will advertise it

[barbra]

Originally posted by mandolin_ava
What, barbra?

Xanax? I'm totally gonna get some. For anxeity. Because I have it. I can do it to it. And when I have my Xanax, all will be peachy.

But, hey, some advice on moving, kay? give me some, and just act like its a rebirth or something. I love moving, but I love to meet people

[mandolin_ava]

Aw, hellboy, it sucks when you lose friends that way...

I can totally understand where you're coming from, but for me, it's a lifesaver... I'm thinking about replacing the habit with alcohol... being an alcholic might not be cool, but spending time in jail over illegal substances sucks even worse...

I just need to get smart. Grow up. Seriously. I am a child. I have no idea what I'm doing with ANYTHING.

[X¤MurderDoll¤X]

Originally posted by mandolin_ava
I am moving into a town where I know NOBODY.

I'd like some advice on moving. Anything you've got. I have a couch (maybe), I've lived in a small town four four years, now, (since I was fourteen untill now) And now, I'm moving into a pretty big size town, pop. 80,000, and I'm totally clueless.

My mother is crazy. I swear on anything and everything that she is. I can expect no help from her, but I do have a friend that will help me out... provided that I provide him a place to live... (I really cannot tell if that's fucked up or not, we've been friends for awhile, and right now I'm pretty drunk...) I've got seven hundred dollars to start me out, and really cannot afford to fuck up... and if you've noticed ANYTHING about me from the two days I've been here, I'm not the smartest peanut in the turd. I'm just asking for some advice, kay? You don't have to like me, Just notice that I'm a child, and I've got no other choice here...

My friend, is, like me, a stoner. He'll tell me who's O.K. to hang out with, and who isn't. I'm a high school drop out, (yes, evident from the fucking shit I've posted here, but hey, have pity on me, I'm working towards getting my G.E.D....) I was in the foster care system when I turned 18, so I can go to college for free... and the only way I can do so, is by living in the town I plan on moving to...

Yeah. Advice. Anything. I'm worried about this. Really. I'm a pretty mellow person. Nothing bothers me. But this does. What do I do?

If you had No One to depend on, would you invest everything on an apartment in a new town? I do have a friend... but he's homeless... he's fucked up on his own... fuck... anything? Is this a stupid post?

Any input helps...

I'm a high school drop-out too. :cool:

I've been jumping through hoops to get into college though, which I will be going to.

and Illegal substances are awesome, if you're the right kind of person.

Everyone was convinced I was depressed and they tried to get me on meds, I told them to fuck off. I'm fine now.

I think some anti-depressants work for you, and others work against you. Find the shit that works for you.

an equally scattered reply :)

[mandolin_ava]

Nah, Barbra, what they SHOULD do is decriminalize it... they can't legalize it... because it will go straight to the tobacco companies... and they proved themselves irresponsible with TOBACCO, let alone something such as marijuana...

I've done a lot of moving. I really cannot stand it. My dad use to deal meth... (he doesn't anymore, really nothing to brag/complain about, I DO NOT want any comments on this) And I've lived in a lot of different towns... rebirth, my ass, it's STARTING OVER, and that sucks.

[knife_fight]

take it from an alcoholic: it WON'T help you get over depression. it's called a depressant for a reason, ya know.

I once moved to a city (Nashville) where I didn't know anyone. On top of that, I moved in with a complete stranger, which made my situation way harder and more awkward.

But, I had no problems meeting people. Just go to places where you like hanging out. Be that shows, coffee shops, bookstores, bars, etc. and eventually you'll find others who share your interests (they wouldn't be where you wanna be if you didn't have at least one thing in common). It's very rare that I go somewhere and there's not at least one other person in there.

[Marroe]

I wish I had some good advice for you, but there's not much. I was in almost the exact same position not long ago. All I can say is you gotta be strong, be prepared to grow up real fast......I have a crazy mother as well...learn to rely on the good friends you do have

[slasherman]

whats wrong with watching movies all day long ?...and you can always use the internett....stop using pills...I have never used any...cause I have seen a lot of negativ effect...