pbenvin
11-30-2004, 01:48 PM
Consequence
By Paul Benvin
Walking to work was a welcome change for Craig Johnson. Every once in a while he just wanted to leave the stress of stop and go traffic behind and enjoy the scenery. He would take his time on days like this, cherishing the way the buildings towered over him like prehistoric monsters. Sometimes he would stop in the middle of the sidewalk and peer straight up the side of one of the skyscrapers, admiring the sun as it exploded off of the darkened windows. A slight smile crossed his face then, and looking at everyone else around him he couldn’t help but marvel at the fact that when everything was positioned just right, the construction that rose up from the ground draped these sheep in elongated shadows. That made him feel like the only one on the planet that mattered, and it was at this precise moment that he felt the most powerful. He felt like he could conquer the world.
On his way he stopped and bought a coffee at the local doughnut shop, a rare occurrence seeing as he was always stuck in gridlock at this time. Everything seemed to be right with the world on this incredible day. As he rounded the corner, he sipped his drink and reminisced about all the malevolent things he did to that woman last week. How she had pleaded for him to stop and that she had a small child at home. Please don’t hurt me, she had said. I’ll give you anything, she begged. Damn right she did. She gave him everything and more. When he was finished with her she had two black eyes, a broken nose, and three broken ribs. She wouldn’t be forgetting his name any time soon, but what was hers? What was that stupid cunt’s name again? Oh yeah, Marlene. She was a real wild one. While he sipped from the steaming cup he held in his right hand, he let his mind take him back to that breathtaking night.
They met over drinks at Spencer’s, a pretty popular dive located on the south end of town. After a long day of filing massive amounts of paperwork and listening to Bill Martin, a rather arrogant little prick with an obscenely large admiration for himself, chatter on about insignificant information – who’s fucking who, who makes the most money, who’s going to win the Wings game tonight – he bid goodnight to his secretary and stepped out into the balmy night air.
“I need a drink,” Craig said out loud as he climbed into the driver’s seat of his white Mercedes. The overwhelming urge to indulge in a little self-destructive behavior had suddenly come over him, and he knew just where to go. Not only did O’Grady’s have the best damn burgers in town, but if he was lucky he might possibly be able to score a little cocaine as well. Not to mention the fact that the women who usually frequented his favorite little watering hole tended to be a little on the loose side. After a few beers and a line or two it never took Craig long to get one back to his apartment, where the night really took off. Yes, Spencer’s sounded just peachy to him at the moment.
“Hey Mark,” Craig said to the owner as he opened the screen door. A sign taped to the front read, “Please close the door behind you. We have enough bar flies,” which always made him chuckle. Mark was a mountain of a man, with a gleaming bald head and a bushy gray goatee, which truly made him look like a goat. He was standing in front of the industrial size grill that ran the length of the wall to Craig’s right, cooking one of his famous “Marky” burgers that everyone loved so much.
“You got my money, monkey,” Mark asked without turning to look at Craig. He flipped the hamburger he was cooking and slapped a large metal cover over the meat. Craig could hear the faint sizzling sound it made from where he was standing.
“Not today. A few things came up. Can I give it to you next Friday?”
“I guess so, dickhead,” was Mark’s booming reply. Even though he looked and sounded mean, in reality he was a real approachable guy. The name-calling was just a formality to keep you in line. It was Mark’s way of letting everyone know that he was nice, but if you fucked with him enough he would have your balls in a vice.
“Thanks,” Craig said as he sat down on one of the revolving stools lined up at the bar.
He glanced up at the Keno screen, noticed that his numbers hadn’t come in yet, and began filling out one of the forms. After filling in the appropriate numbers – 10, 31, 78, and 18 – he handed the paper slip to the girl behind the bar and ordered a Bud Light. Craig watched the numbers bounce around the animated pinball machine, but not even one of the numbers he played hit. Oh well, he thought, try and try again.
By midnight, Craig had downed more than a dozen beers and drank a shot or two. He was also in luck, because Mark had sold him a half-gram for $45. He promptly took the powder into the bathroom, locked the door, and snorted it in two lines. There weren’t the usual array of women to choose from, but there was one that had caught Craig’s attention earlier in the night. She was a very attractive woman, with long flowing blonde hair and spectacular blue eyes. Her body looked like something out of a women’s fitness magazine, and Craig could tell she was proud of that. All night their eyes kept meeting, if only for an instant. She would laugh at something her fat friend would say and casually look across the room at Craig, as if she wanted to see if he was paying her any attention. Craig was, but not in the sexual way she was hoping. He had some very special things planned for her, some very medieval things indeed.
Craig got Marlene back to his apartment, which turned out to be a lot easier than he had anticipated. It turned out that her friend, the one with the sloppy gut and double chin, had to be up early the next morning and had to leave early. Marlene was feeling a little tipsy and reckless, so she decided to stay behind. Besides, she could always find a cab if the cute guy at the end of the bar didn’t want to give her a ride home. Not a big deal at all.
As Marlene sat on Craig’s white leather sofa, the short red skirt she was wearing pulled up seductively to show the tops of her silk stockings, he went to the bathroom and rummaged through the medicine cabinet. He was looking for the bottle of Valium he kept stashed for occasions such as this, but so far was having trouble locating it.
“I love your apartment,” Marlene called from the living room.
“What,” Craig replied disinterestedly. Where were those fucking Valiums?
“Your apartment,” she said a little louder. “I love it.” She had undone two more buttons on her shirt, allowing him a nice look at her ample cleavage.
“Uh, thanks.”
“What are you doing,” she asked coyly. Her panties were moist with anticipation, and her hands fell between her legs.
“I’m looking for, uh, some hand lotion,” he said anxiously. “My skin gets really dry sometimes.”
“Well hurry up, you. It’s not nice to keep a lady waiting.”
At last he found the pills behind a large jar of Vaseline. He popped the cap off and emptied three of them into his hand. After thinking about it, he took out two more and replaced the cap. He took one himself, swallowing it dry, and flicked off the light in the bathroom. He then went to the kitchen and poured himself a shot of Jim Beam, gulped it down, and poured her a double. He plopped the four sedatives into the glass and watched joyfully as they began to dissolve, stirring the potion with a long black stir stick. When he was satisfied the slut wouldn’t notice anything out of the ordinary, he brought it to her and smiled inside when she took the whole concoction down in one drink.
She set the glass on his oak coffee table and closed her eyes, concentrating hard on the liquor that was trying to make its way back up her esophagus. It felt like lava in the pit of her stomach, boiling and frothing. Saliva filled her mouth, and she had to swallow hard to keep herself from vomiting all over the floor. She suddenly wanted out of here, to be away from this stranger and his white leather sofa. She wanted to go home.
By Paul Benvin
Walking to work was a welcome change for Craig Johnson. Every once in a while he just wanted to leave the stress of stop and go traffic behind and enjoy the scenery. He would take his time on days like this, cherishing the way the buildings towered over him like prehistoric monsters. Sometimes he would stop in the middle of the sidewalk and peer straight up the side of one of the skyscrapers, admiring the sun as it exploded off of the darkened windows. A slight smile crossed his face then, and looking at everyone else around him he couldn’t help but marvel at the fact that when everything was positioned just right, the construction that rose up from the ground draped these sheep in elongated shadows. That made him feel like the only one on the planet that mattered, and it was at this precise moment that he felt the most powerful. He felt like he could conquer the world.
On his way he stopped and bought a coffee at the local doughnut shop, a rare occurrence seeing as he was always stuck in gridlock at this time. Everything seemed to be right with the world on this incredible day. As he rounded the corner, he sipped his drink and reminisced about all the malevolent things he did to that woman last week. How she had pleaded for him to stop and that she had a small child at home. Please don’t hurt me, she had said. I’ll give you anything, she begged. Damn right she did. She gave him everything and more. When he was finished with her she had two black eyes, a broken nose, and three broken ribs. She wouldn’t be forgetting his name any time soon, but what was hers? What was that stupid cunt’s name again? Oh yeah, Marlene. She was a real wild one. While he sipped from the steaming cup he held in his right hand, he let his mind take him back to that breathtaking night.
They met over drinks at Spencer’s, a pretty popular dive located on the south end of town. After a long day of filing massive amounts of paperwork and listening to Bill Martin, a rather arrogant little prick with an obscenely large admiration for himself, chatter on about insignificant information – who’s fucking who, who makes the most money, who’s going to win the Wings game tonight – he bid goodnight to his secretary and stepped out into the balmy night air.
“I need a drink,” Craig said out loud as he climbed into the driver’s seat of his white Mercedes. The overwhelming urge to indulge in a little self-destructive behavior had suddenly come over him, and he knew just where to go. Not only did O’Grady’s have the best damn burgers in town, but if he was lucky he might possibly be able to score a little cocaine as well. Not to mention the fact that the women who usually frequented his favorite little watering hole tended to be a little on the loose side. After a few beers and a line or two it never took Craig long to get one back to his apartment, where the night really took off. Yes, Spencer’s sounded just peachy to him at the moment.
“Hey Mark,” Craig said to the owner as he opened the screen door. A sign taped to the front read, “Please close the door behind you. We have enough bar flies,” which always made him chuckle. Mark was a mountain of a man, with a gleaming bald head and a bushy gray goatee, which truly made him look like a goat. He was standing in front of the industrial size grill that ran the length of the wall to Craig’s right, cooking one of his famous “Marky” burgers that everyone loved so much.
“You got my money, monkey,” Mark asked without turning to look at Craig. He flipped the hamburger he was cooking and slapped a large metal cover over the meat. Craig could hear the faint sizzling sound it made from where he was standing.
“Not today. A few things came up. Can I give it to you next Friday?”
“I guess so, dickhead,” was Mark’s booming reply. Even though he looked and sounded mean, in reality he was a real approachable guy. The name-calling was just a formality to keep you in line. It was Mark’s way of letting everyone know that he was nice, but if you fucked with him enough he would have your balls in a vice.
“Thanks,” Craig said as he sat down on one of the revolving stools lined up at the bar.
He glanced up at the Keno screen, noticed that his numbers hadn’t come in yet, and began filling out one of the forms. After filling in the appropriate numbers – 10, 31, 78, and 18 – he handed the paper slip to the girl behind the bar and ordered a Bud Light. Craig watched the numbers bounce around the animated pinball machine, but not even one of the numbers he played hit. Oh well, he thought, try and try again.
By midnight, Craig had downed more than a dozen beers and drank a shot or two. He was also in luck, because Mark had sold him a half-gram for $45. He promptly took the powder into the bathroom, locked the door, and snorted it in two lines. There weren’t the usual array of women to choose from, but there was one that had caught Craig’s attention earlier in the night. She was a very attractive woman, with long flowing blonde hair and spectacular blue eyes. Her body looked like something out of a women’s fitness magazine, and Craig could tell she was proud of that. All night their eyes kept meeting, if only for an instant. She would laugh at something her fat friend would say and casually look across the room at Craig, as if she wanted to see if he was paying her any attention. Craig was, but not in the sexual way she was hoping. He had some very special things planned for her, some very medieval things indeed.
Craig got Marlene back to his apartment, which turned out to be a lot easier than he had anticipated. It turned out that her friend, the one with the sloppy gut and double chin, had to be up early the next morning and had to leave early. Marlene was feeling a little tipsy and reckless, so she decided to stay behind. Besides, she could always find a cab if the cute guy at the end of the bar didn’t want to give her a ride home. Not a big deal at all.
As Marlene sat on Craig’s white leather sofa, the short red skirt she was wearing pulled up seductively to show the tops of her silk stockings, he went to the bathroom and rummaged through the medicine cabinet. He was looking for the bottle of Valium he kept stashed for occasions such as this, but so far was having trouble locating it.
“I love your apartment,” Marlene called from the living room.
“What,” Craig replied disinterestedly. Where were those fucking Valiums?
“Your apartment,” she said a little louder. “I love it.” She had undone two more buttons on her shirt, allowing him a nice look at her ample cleavage.
“Uh, thanks.”
“What are you doing,” she asked coyly. Her panties were moist with anticipation, and her hands fell between her legs.
“I’m looking for, uh, some hand lotion,” he said anxiously. “My skin gets really dry sometimes.”
“Well hurry up, you. It’s not nice to keep a lady waiting.”
At last he found the pills behind a large jar of Vaseline. He popped the cap off and emptied three of them into his hand. After thinking about it, he took out two more and replaced the cap. He took one himself, swallowing it dry, and flicked off the light in the bathroom. He then went to the kitchen and poured himself a shot of Jim Beam, gulped it down, and poured her a double. He plopped the four sedatives into the glass and watched joyfully as they began to dissolve, stirring the potion with a long black stir stick. When he was satisfied the slut wouldn’t notice anything out of the ordinary, he brought it to her and smiled inside when she took the whole concoction down in one drink.
She set the glass on his oak coffee table and closed her eyes, concentrating hard on the liquor that was trying to make its way back up her esophagus. It felt like lava in the pit of her stomach, boiling and frothing. Saliva filled her mouth, and she had to swallow hard to keep herself from vomiting all over the floor. She suddenly wanted out of here, to be away from this stranger and his white leather sofa. She wanted to go home.