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Think back...
When I'm around someone, I automatically start talking dirty in my head. It started when I was really young and was pretty sure a few people could actually read minds, so whenever I was around people I'd say "blank blank blank" over and over in my head to keep me from thinking evil thoughts. I remember going to the mall and just being like "blank blank blank blank" the whole time.
I still do the same kind of thing today, except I no longer believe in the ability to read minds. Instead of saying "blank blank blank" I start thinking the dirtiest shit imaginable, it doesn't even matter who it is. Like I'll be in the elevator and some fat guy will get on. I'll be like "I wonder if he can read my mind? and then the dirty mindedness just kicks in like it were automatic, some of the stuff isn't even stuff I'd normally think up. Then sometimes I'll get a look and I'm like "Fuck, did I say that last bit outloud?" When I was younger, after hearing that story of the escaped killler who licked the girls hands in her bed I couldn't let a finger or a toe leave the bed. I used to try and get over it by hanging my hand down, but I'd never last longer than a few seconds. I could never sleep with my closet open either, partially due to my older brother hiding in them one night and throwing them open :mad: So what fears did you have as a kid? How did you get them and how did you deal with them? Do any of them effect anything you do today in the slightest bit? phew long post. :D
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I've always been afraid of trains...Have no idea why either, as far as I know it's always been there. When I was a kid it got so bad when I'd hear a train I'd have a panic attack. This is why I now live in the city. There are trains here, but not so close to me. I also remember having a recurring dream.....Me and this old man were walking together up a hill, and when we got to the top, out of nowhere I could hear and feel a train go by but there was nothing there. When it was over I turned around and the old man was gone. The dream changed from time to time, but I still never actually saw a train.
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i cant remember too many fears from my kid days ..
then again it was so long ago i can barely remember anything. I remember being afraid of the dark, i remember nightmares of a giant 'godzilla like' monster ravaging our town and eventually knowing i was in our house - in the bathroom, in the laundry hamper. as if ... i remember nightmares about my mother biting my fingers off (paging dr freud...) I believe that when i was confirmed and as a result totally stopped beleiving in any kind of god..etc .. i lost all fear of everything ... but heights. Once you stop believing in a 'supreme being' everything else falls into place ... there is nothing to be afraid of other than some asshole running his car into you while trying to dial a cell phone .. shit like that ... and even then, if you let those kinds of things get to you, you'll never leave the house. I guess its safe to say that i fear nothing illogical. |
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I was never really afraid of anything that I can remember except for the woods but then I got over that pretty quickly because I always used to visit my grandfather in the woods.
as for right now I really don't have any fears I'm not trying to sound like a badass or anything but even though I'm still young I've been through some messed up stuff so I think that's why nothing really bothers me but being young also means that I haven't been through everything so it could change.
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I used to be afraid of large pools of standing water (bathtub, pool, etc.) until I was about 10 or 11. Drowning was the scariest way to die to me.
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So, wait...if i was just standing next to you...would you think "dirty" thoughts like sex wise or like killing me, dirty?
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When I was little I was scared of this goat man who live by the railroad tracks and played the violin and lured children to their deaths.....also Godzilla
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My grandparents both think out loud though, so I'm afraid of problems that could come out of this. :D
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