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12-13-2003, 11:58 PM
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Blood kinda freaked me out too when I was younger..but now its pretty much the center of school and work.
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i guess i have alot of issues but i kinda enjoy seeing my own blood. Not in a sadistic kill people kinda way, seeing others in pain makes me want to do anything i can to help, especially emotional pain.But when i happen to cut myself or something and blood flows it kinda reminds me im alive, of all the mulscle tissue organs blood inside me, all working together like a living machine. I dont know its crazy. But it makes me feal alot more human than the daily routine i go through does.
Wow that sounds really crazy now that i read it lol
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12-14-2003, 05:27 AM
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Im no killer or anything though, just it fascinates me, how we keep walking with all those organs and stuff
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the act of slow piercing is a transcendent spiritual event. there is no pain just sensation you observe the body, experiencing the sensation, surrender to the experience feel the indorful lush as the surgical steel slices through
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