[Morningriser]

I feel so hurt and angry today. I talked to my grandfather last night and he went from telling me he was never going to apologize to me for anything and then last night told me he was sorry if I felt like he did anything wrong which he knows he did but yet his pride won't allow him to give me closure because that's far more important to him then actually even admitting he knows what I'm talking about. Next week I'm going to trip again and take my feelings there and see if I can put it behind me once and for all.