Hey, Night!

FIIIIIIGHT.

I'm sorry. I'm an idiot.

Glad you're feeling better, Night! What sort of writing and art are ya likely to do these days? Look forward to seeing it!

::cool::::cool::This place is so much better with Morningriser on ignore ::cool::::cool::

Your straightforwardness makes me so moist.

Tell me more senpai!

Mushrooms on toast.
This was nice.
Wrong thread...or is it?
As I was eating, the thought "I should eat this more" occurred.

If I had the right mushrooms I would eat them often also. I found out what happened with my previous trip. I am on antidepressants & a mood stabilizer and I found out that the particular mushroom, like many other psychedelics, lowers your serotonin and the psychological medicines do as well and that interacts with one another which makes it much harder to have a trip. With that said, these particular mushrooms can be deadly if you eat too many of them as it puts your body in paralysis and can prevent you from even breathing, which it nearly did to me and it could have killed me. I wasn't having the trip I wanted so I ate too many of them and it show me exactly what it feels like to be completely paralyzed and it is scary as fuck! I mean I was already fucked up to death so I was more calm than I normally would be and the fact that I laid there accepting that I was going to die makes me wonder how I would feel when I actually am about to die.

You need that ego death.
...I was just talking about standard button mushrooms on toast though.

I have had a breakthrough but not a full-on ego death breakthrough, I don't think I will be able to have one well on my medicine. Since my original mushroom trip last month, I feel like I've pay much better attention than I did before hand.

I did some research on the Masonic Lodge I was made at. It's one of the oldest in NC or in U.S. it's been around since the American revolution. :D


BWAHAHAHAHA!!!